Rest in peace Chester

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Thank you Chester, you will be forever missed.

Numb

I’m tired of being what you want me to be
我厌倦了当你的傀儡
Feeling so faithless, lost under the surface
感到茫然无主,在表象之下迷失了自我
Don’t know what you’re expecting of me
不知道你究竟对我有何种期望
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
活在你的阴影下饱受压力
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
(泥足深陷,无法自拔)
Every step I take is another mistake to you
我所走的每一步对你而言不过是另一個错误
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
(泥足深陷,无法自拔)

I’ve become so numb, I can’t feel you there
我已麻木,感觉不到你的存在
I’ve become so tired, so much more aware
我已精疲力尽,卻更加觉醒了悟
I’m becoming this, all I want to do
我逐渐明白,我一心渴望的
Is be more like me and be less like you
就是活得更像自己,而非另一个你

Can’t you see that you’re smothering me
你难道沒发现你快让我窒息了吗
Holding too tightly, afraid to lose control
死命紧抓不放,害怕失去掌控
Cause everything that you thought I would be
因为你对我的种种期待
Has fallen apart right in front of you
已全然在你面前支离破碎
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
(泥足深陷,無法自拔)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
我所走的每一步对你而言不过是另一个错误
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
(泥足深陷,無法自拔)
And every second I waste is more than I can take
而我不会再这样浪费我的一分一秒

I’ve become so numb, I can’t feel you there
我已麻木,感覺不到你的存在
I’ve become so tired, so much more aware
我已精疲力尽,卻更加觉醒了悟
I’m becoming this, all I want to do
我逐渐明白,我一心渴望的
Is be more like me and be less like you
就是活得更像自己,而非另一個你
And I know I may end up failing too
我明白我最后可能也会一败涂地
But I know you were just like me with someone disappointed in you
但我知道你正如同我一样,也曾有人对你失望至极